For the same reasons people have abortions they stay in a downward spiral.  People believe lies and live their life on them. You probably were told abortion would make everything better. You’d have your life back. But that was a lie. Everyday it’s there with you … haunting you. You can’t escape. But that’s another lie.  What’s happening is a self-punishing imprisonment. You are the only one who can take the key to freedom.

Why do we even feel guilt? Ever thought of that? It’s just how we think right? Maybe not. Science has proven we are “hard wired” in some areas. Seeing a person tortured is appalling to most of us. Even seeing an animal hurt strikes deep within most hearts. But why?  Simply put, our designer Creator – God – made us that way. There are a few people who were trained out of that feeling through abuse but most people feel others pain. So when you came to realize that you were part of the death of your child horror gripped your heart. But since you can’t bring your baby back you feel your own life is worthless and you want to destroy everything about you. Ok let’s talk logic here. If you hate having destroyed your baby why listen to that voice that says destroy another life? Does that make sense? You believed the lie about abortion and now you believe the lie about suicide? Suicide DOES NOT make anything better. It continues to hurt everyone in your life and you do not want to be in a place of eternal torment. Suicide like abortion only makes matters extremely worse.

So what can you do? You can’t escape the voices and you can’t turn your brain off imagining what happened to your baby. But you can. Maybe “religion” has played a part in your pain and that’s a huge turnoff. But what about a real person that was sent by God to help all of us? Sadly He’s been misrepresented. If a person pretended to be a banker using a bank’s name but really was a thief would you refuse to ever bank again?  Probably not. You’d understand that the thief did not represent the bank. And who hasn’t gotten food poisoning before? But we continue to eat. Ok so that is what’s happening with Yeshua (aka Jesus). He didn’t come to scam and hurt people. He died to take the punishment of our wrongs. He can’t be blamed for what people do “in His name.”  And when people decide to investigate who He really is they find hope and healing. He takes the pain too.  Many have found that peace and freedom through Him. He’s there when you’re all alone. When you call His name He hears. Why He allows people to hurt one another is impossible to know but how He comes in and rescues hearts is impossible to describe either. He just does. So we admit our wrongs call on Him and begin the process of healing.

Please keep reading. Don’t’ shut down because someone has lied about Him. Lies ruin our lives. It worked perfectly in the Garden with Eve and it’s worked perfectly ever since. The truth is that a baby was destroyed. But that baby is now safe with God.  God wants you to choose life for yourself. Many have felt that ending their life will end their pain but from testimonies of those who came back to tell it’s not that way at all. So let’s focus on a new life for you.  Read what other women have said.