Rape Conceived Letter to Pro lifers,Christians, & US Leaders

It’s said that over a million people marched in DC in the March for Life to proclaim life for those in the womb. Pro lifers of all beliefs including atheists along with the Vice President of the US will be braving the cold. You may be one of them or you may support them. But there is a dark side of this industry that must be addressed: Exceptions! This is a rape conceived letter to pro lifers, Christians, & US leaders.



She gave birth on Valentine’s Day, forced to place me for adoption to keep me safe.


My own mother was raped by 8 men on a street corner in St. Louis, MO and left for dead. She survived the rape but never got over her mother’s disbelief. Pregnant with me my mother was tormented and pressured to abort me in 1956 by her mother, her dr, and society but she fought for my life and I am forever grateful. She gave birth on Valentine’s Day, forced to place me for adoption to keep me safe. She prayed for 48 years for my return.




The adoption agency lied to my parents perhaps fearing “damaged merchandise” not being adoptable. But in 2005 I learned the entire truth. I was loved despite the propaganda of the world. Unashamed boldness and her love for me compelled my mom to tell everyone about her daughter. She vowed to celebrate my Valentine birthday with me one day and she did just that from 2005 to 2012. She was with me when I entered the world and I was with the only one with her in her last moments on this earth. Inspired by my mother and the Creator of all life I began sharing our story.
Pro lifers, Christians and US leaders have rarely seen the face of a rape conceived person or mother. The faces in the picture above are all rape conceived. Doctor, military, pastors, and more. Not monsters. Literally hundreds of mothers and children have shared their own stories with me knowing there would be no condemnation. Many shared in whispers fearing exposure to more trauma and hate by society, friends and even family. That prompted me to start the first organization dedicated to restoring honor to mothers and children of rape conception, servicing their needs from pregnancy to end of their life. Pregnant females age 10-42 have found support emotionally, financially and physically through Choices4Life.org like never before.

Choices4Life has even contributed financially to the funeral needs of one mother. Honor shouldn’t stop at delivery or when children are adults. Their constant desire is 1.to be believed 2 and for people to treat them and their children with respect. They are re-traumatized over and over by comments and verbal as well as physical attacks. Several of those helped by Choices4Life have been relocated to different states to protect their lives from family and/or rapists. Yet society is oblivious to their needs.



Where is the compassion? Where is the love and understanding for their lives? Why is it that all groups of humanity agree that the rape conceived is not worthy of living? Christian leaders have been heard to state horrors calling us “demons,” “monsters” and that we’ll be “just like the rapists.” Billy Graham said in his book it is “acceptable” for abortion in case of rape, incest and life of the mother. I emailed the foundation and got a very sad reply. Here is the link for the email. Read the correspondence here.  They will stand before God without excuse because God made Billy and I in the same manner. Where God chose to place us matters not.

Mothers’ Day

Mothers’ Day is a day to give praise and gratitude to those who gave birth and life to the living. Yet in Jackson, MS on May 8, 1966 after giving praise to their mothers for their own lives legislators proceeded to allow the destruction of other people’s lives. They passed a law that day allowing for the execution of babies in the womb conceived in rape and incest. By the way incest is rape but using the term “incest” is just society’s way of designating even the vilest of hatred for that specific group of people.That started the first of a 50 year history of the bloodshed of innocent lives in America. In seven years 19 states followed the evil because no one cared to defend the rape conceived.
Evil continued and in the seventh year rape conception was once again used as a firm foundation to secure abortion on demand – not by Congressional law but by rogue judges. Lies about rape created the irrational blood thirsty demand for genocide of the rape conceived. Though Norma McCorvey was not pregnant by rape, the rape conceived were falsely accused as with millions for centuries.

Real lives are being offered as sacrifice

You who are boldly attacking those calling for abortion on demand are you also allowing abortion against rape conceived? Are you not pro choice also and do you not have blood on your hands? God has no exceptions. He commanded no murder of the innocent. Perhaps you have good intentions along with misplaced compassion. There are many who do. If you are one of those I wish to educate you. Real lives are being offered as sacrifice for an agenda on both sides of abortion. If you are simply unknowing I urge you to understand that to walk in ignorance is completely different from walking in defiance. But still part of the problem. Once you know the truth it should compel you to walk in it and be part of the solution.

End Abortion Without Exceptions

Some “Right to Life” organizations are fighting against ending abortion. They raise countless funds to “fight” abortion but their actions insure their careers are not threatened. Georgia Right to Life was ousted by the National Right to Life because they defended the rape conceived and would not compromise. MO. Right to Life is opposing laws right now that will end abortion without exceptions. OK also recently opposed and succeeded in defeating a bill that would ban all abortions without exception. La RTL also opposed similar bills. These are just a few I know. They should change their names to SOME Right to Life. OR pro choice with exceptions. Agreeing to murder even one innocent person can never be pro life.

Logical reasoning (for those who are not of biblical persuasions) for ending exceptions as a means to abolish abortion.



1. Rape conceived were not even on the planet at the time of the crime and therefore are not guilty of any crime or the punishment of execution
2. Rape is a crime. Tampering with the evidence of a crime is a felony. Rape conceived are evidence of the crime. Punish the criminal not the innocent. Punish anyone tampering with “the evidence.”
3. Abortion harms women more after rape than other pregnancies. Women realize their lives were spared after rape but they retaliated against their own innocent baby and took that life. Of 15 women I know who had abortions 13 were suicidal with 3 attempting and failing. The two others justifying their abortion were in denial having aborted less than two months earlier.
4. Women who love their babies after rape didn’t “want it” but are called liars and whores for loving their children. Women hate rape but love their babies. The hatred and condemnation calling for the murder of children like theirs is unwarranted emotional abuse for a lifetime. Every discussion, every law that describes the rape survivor’s child as a “demon,” “monster,” or “just like the rapist” is a reflection on the mother. And she lives in silent shame that does not belong to her or her child.

5. We speak of tolerance and equal rights but continue to violate human rights in heinous ways against the rape conceived and mothers.


More Reasons

6. The rapist if caught will not be executed. Why execute an innocent baby? It’s hypocrisy.
7. The insanity that one can murder another person based on what they look like must end. Adoption will allow a child to live and a mother who fears what the child will look like to be free as well. *note: mothers are able to know the difference between her child and a rapist and mothers with male children who look like their rapist have stated they love that child. Watch Connie Marie Hong’s testimony.
8. Murder according to the law is a worse crime than rape.
9. It has been proven that it is healthier physically and emotionally to give birth rather than murder one’s own baby. Giving birth after rape empowers women. Murder of babies empowers rapists.
10. 1873 anti abortion laws were passed on the urging of the American Medical Association. So even over 100 years ago people knew an innocent human being was in the womb from the moment of fertilization. Yet today people act like they can’t understand that fact.

For those of biblical persuasion:


1.Exodus 20:13 “You shall not murder.”
2. Exodus 21:22 ‘If people are fighting and hit a pregnant woman and she gives birth prematurely but there is no serious injury, the offender must be fined whatever the woman’s husband demands and the court allows. 23 But if there is serious injury, you are to take life for life
3. Exodus 23:7 Have nothing to do with a false charge and do not put an innocent or honest person to death, for I will not acquit the guilty.
4. Psalm 22:10From birth I was cast on you; from my mother’s womb you have been my God.
5. Psalm 127:3 Children are a heritage from the Lord, offspring a reward from him (Mothers of rape conceived actually agree with this saying the child helped them to heal and not dwell on the rape)

More Verses

6. Isaiah 44:2This is what the Lord says – he who made you, who formed you in the womb, and who will help you:do not be afraid…
7. Isaiah 49:1 Listen to me, you islands; hear this, you distant nations:before I was born the Lord called me; from my mother’s womb he has spoken my name. 8.Jeremiah 1:5 ‘Before I formed you in the womb I knew you, before you were born I set you part; I appointed you as a prophet to the nations.’
9. Luke 1:15 For he shall be great in the sight of the Lord, and shall drink neither wine nor strong drink; and he shall be filled with the Holy Ghost, even from his mother’s womb.
10. Proverbs 24:10If thou lose hope being weary in the day of distress, thy strength shall be diminished.11Deliver them that are led to death: and those that are drawn to death forbear not to deliver.12If thou say: I have not strength enough: he that seeth into the heart, he understandeth, and nothing deceiveth the keeper of thy soul, end he shall render to a man according to his works.
11. Proverbs 14:12 and 16:25 There is a way that seems right to a man but leads to death.

And if those were not enough how about this one little known fact:


1 Corinthians 1:27-28 says that God will take the “base” things of the world to shame the wise. Not all versions use these English words but the word base is agenes in Greek. As told to me by a Greek speaking friend it literally means “worthless illegitimate birth.” What is the most worthless illegitimate birth on the planet? The rape conceived without a doubt. God will use the rape conceived to shame the wise; those wise in their own eyes to offer the rape conceived as sacrifice to make immoral laws. God will point to those innocent rape conceived murdered because there was a way that seemed right to people but lead to death. He will then say to those who agreed with their murder: these too were created in my image yet in your wisdom you destroyed them.
Our mothers are called liars and whores with accusers not believing anyone would love a rape conceived child. But even saying that society goes on to attack the children calling them monsters and demons. Seems like they just don’t want to believe mothers could love us. Society knows the truth but refuses to prosecute the rapists. Mothers and children of rape conception want justice. Here is a video of a 14 year old raped by a 66 year old pedophile. She was mocked and humiliated but has no regrets for giving life to her precious son.


To US LEADERS: Justice for Rape Conceived


It is by God’s hand that you are in leadership whether you acknowledge Him or not. We will all die and then all things will be clear. Choose this day whom you will serve. If it be the God of all creation then do not compromise. Vice President Mike Pence you are spoke at the March for Life 2017 in DC yet the rape conceived are not among the ones you have protected. Do not be deceived, an accomplice to murder can either be by commission or omission. To constantly deny even one human the right to life is either a direct or an accomplice to murder. Please defend all life in and outside the womb. Humans start at fertilization and continue their development throughout their lives constantly changing. At no point do we become human except from the beginning.

Matthew 18:12


I urge you to remember Christ’s words Matthew 18:12 What do you think? If a man has a hundred sheep and one of them goes astray, will he not leave the ninety-nine on the hills and go out to search for the one that is lost? 13And if he finds it, truly I tell you, he rejoices more over that one sheep than over the ninety-nine that did not go astray.… We have been going completely opposite of Christ on so many levels. If we are to be imitators of Christ then Mr. Pence please defend all life because Christ would never agree to murder the innocent. In fact it is condemned. I urge everyone reading this to turn from the ways of death.
For thousands of years the rape conceived and our mothers have been denied the rights of humanity. Suffering even after being allowed to live. Condemnation, persecution, brutality and disdain from society should go to the rapists not innocent babies. Even Atheists should agree. Too many victims and survivors cannot be public with their voice because of the attacks. So we need as many as would stand with us to join the cause to protect the most hated people group in the world. We did nothing wrong. When will our human rights be protected?
PLEASE STOP THE HATE CRIMES AGAINST CHILDREN AND MOTHERS OF RAPE CONCEPTION. To all reading this please share this with legislators, pastors, media, and all your contacts. Let’s end the most horrid human rights violation against rape conceived mothers and children starting with the United States. You can contact me at 281.451.8460 or juda@choices4life.org






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